exam is really stressful ........how come?? mayb i should not been here...MMU may is not my world...where is my real world...??????? someone can tell me??i really dun like the life like tat....finance make me headache..izzit i choose the wrong?? suddenly feel down again..wat happen on me? homesick ar?? i really hv no mood prepare for the following midterm test..mayb i should take rest first? then just continue to revise when reaching hometown?? someone can give me advice? i m damn lazy now...become lazy ....i hate myself...y become so lazy suddenly...i may need some guide to make me clear .... future may is bright but my heart is empty...