Thursday, January 19, 2006

Friday, January 13, 2006

Yeah, exam was over!!!
i was damn tired after walking for 10 hours. Walking?? haha..actually is shopping. But shopping also can consider as walking. Since we have to use our leg to walk too when shopping. Syok...
Holiday is starting. I m going to meet my sis at kl soon. Long time didnt see my sis i have to send regard to her from another fren. This fren,even though he was my secondary schoolmate and same class somemore,but he is more closer to my sister rather than me. And i become more closer to his elder bro compare to him. His elder brother used to be my sister's best fren. That's y i become closer to his brother than to him.
This few weeks keep to chat about love relationship with my fren. He is falling in love to a gal. And ask me tested the gal and see wat her respond when knowing it. But dunno the gal pretend dunno or she really cannt get the mean from the guy and me. So the guy is terrible with this problem now. What this sis can do?? try to give him a hand when he needs my help. hahaha...ah di~~ good luck ya....

Thursday, January 05, 2006

xue ting ar xue ting...wat happened on u?? why this sem all result so low..that bmk alr very low mark now this psa more lower than bmk...i really cannt tahan liao..very very very nan shou...

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

我以為我可以看得開放得下﹐因為我已經預料到了﹐但原來還是有影響的。
我感覺到害怕了。MIDTERM已經這樣了﹐FINAL要怎麼辦﹖不敢說出口﹐因為我知道不只是我一個人感到害怕。全部面對考試的人都會和我一樣的心情。但﹐這次﹐我真的真的沒了信心。封雪婷﹐你到底在搞什麼﹖﹖﹖﹖﹖﹖﹖不行不行﹐你不能再這樣下去了﹐已經兩天沒念書了﹐你要怎樣﹖﹖你知道自己的智慧有多少﹐那就更應該加倍努力啊。考試要到了﹐你的心跑到哪裡去了﹖不要老是想家好嗎﹖﹖專心讀書吧﹐已經失敗一次了﹐難到你還要FAIL你的FINAL嗎﹖﹖﹖﹖﹖﹖我不要啊。。。我會受不了的。重考的苦我不要﹐再也不要再嘗了﹐那種苦﹐那種酸﹐再也不願意去嘗了。沒人知道那一次我哭得多慘﹐一個人躲了起來﹐一個人跑回宿舍﹐承受的壓力有多大﹐我無法面對我的家人。一次﹐ALPHA那一次就已經足夠了。

我的心在悲﹐連聽的歌也悲。
我以為我真的這麼瀟灑﹐可以承受﹐原來不可以的。很對不起自己﹐第一次我真的嘗到了這種感覺﹐成勣過份離譜的差﹐成勣是24/100=2.4/10。從來沒有過這樣差的成勣。雖然我已經預料到﹐而且以為自己能夠瀟灑承受﹐但不可以。但﹐既然已經發生了﹐就這樣吧﹐補救不了這成果。但﹐沒關系吧。

雨下得很大﹐很大﹐馬路被雨水淹沒了一半。

我的心情﹐就像這雨一樣。雨下越大﹐我的心就越痛。

雨停了﹐心情也恢復了。天空出現另一道彩虹。

雨過天晴。

面對一切。

事情無絕對。我會辦得到的。一定。

Monday, January 02, 2006

新年快樂。

時間過得真快﹐轉眼﹐一年過去了﹐新的一年來臨了。2006~~ 新的一年﹐新的開始﹐新的夢想。。。回想2005﹐有開心有不開心。但﹐20年來﹐最特別的還是這一年。因為自我出生至今﹐這年是最多回憶的一年吧。太多事情發生了﹐是我無法控制的﹐或許有些我處理得不太好﹐但就由它隨着時間隨着風飄過去吧﹐把它埋藏在時間指縫裡。

1月1日﹐果然新的一天過得開心﹐是件好事來的。哈哈。晚上在朋友家享受火鍋。然後﹐竟然打起什麼“labii” 非常搞笑﹐由於不會的關係﹐鬧出很多笑話。哈哈。。。沒關係﹐大家開心就好。。就這樣笑哈哈﹐1月1日在笑聲中溜走了。



希望我考試能過關。